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There is no way I can put this No rhyme to soften the blow No sonnet to make it better No poem that I can form No song to calm your heart I have lost all that I had But I still have my mind There is no future for me now No dreams nor hopes No event upon my horizon No sunset nor sunrise No more moments to see I have lost my will to live But I still have my mind There is nothing safe about me No unscarred skin upon me No part of me that isn't broken No way to speak without pain No sound to make that isn't crying I have lost myself But I still have my mind There is nothing left inside my head No sane and deep thoughts No r

It's precisely half past eleven at night, and I can taste nothing but cinnamon on my lips, hear nothing but the sound of my slippered foot tapping on the floor, and can see nothing bug my screen as I anxiously await a reply from a friend. All of this should be normal for me, as it is the same routine I go through every night. But...but no. Tonight, I can't seem to find reality. I am aware I have things to do. I have an important assignment I am halfway through due in for tomorrow. I know it is a Friday tomorrow. I know I have work, I know I need sleep, I know, I know, I know. From the corner of my mind, I hear it. The sound of breaking glass

A significant amount has changed since I was discharged from the hellish prison they called a mental hospital. My hair is cut short, and dyed red, like a boy's. I'm thinner, and my limbs are longer. I'd be lanky if I weren't so short. My eyes aren't innocent any longer. I have been told that my eyes are my one old feature. I've regained the ability to fall in love, although my sex drive is long dead. I have quite bad anxiety, and I no longer trust men. But some good has come of it. Because I am no longer afraid. Everything I once held dear has long been taken away from me. I have nothing left to lose, and nothing left to fear. Deat

Dois-je chante pour toi? Je voudrais chanter, et tu? Par la lumière De la lune Escorter à travers la nuit La petite fille jolie. Par la lumière De la lune Viens danser avec moi Mais juste pour ce soir Par la lumière De la lune M'aimes-tu maintenant? Êtes-vous enchanter? Par la lumière De la lune C'était si magique C'était magnifique Dans la lumière De la lune Et maintenant, la couleur bleue Ca me rappelle de vos yeux Quand ils sont dans la lumière De la lune